ELI

Ciroc in my hour glass; Watching; as the hours pass; Mind full like i ate a lot. Ironically On my plate's - a lot; A lot of hate, A lot of angst; To you it seems like my hearts healed, but on the inside I feel the pain. There's hardly sunny days. Cause if it isn't snowing then it probably rains. And I probably just sit on my pain, Staring out the window like "lord do you hear what I'm praying?" Sitting in my room Bumpin' k.dot's section 80; Skipped to "keisha’s song"; That's my favorite. All he tells is true stories on his records. So when I'm in deep thought I just sit down and reflect. Reflections of a boy: Turning man; It's not as fun as it sounds. Young boys cherish life; Before you settle down; Because it truly gets hectic; I have so many unsolved issues backed up; like a septic. But I usually keep it quiet to prevent things from getting w...

Fulfilling soul prophecy My mind is on your body . Your heart is on the balcony, That's the highest we will get, So that is where we ought to meet. Girl you should know that right here is where you ought to be. And right there inside your treasure is where I feel that I gotta be. And I ain't ever thirsty but tonight I’m being honest.  I'm on my knees like "please", I'm Tryna come and sign it... Cause you got it all. From your head to your feet; Wanna talk about temperature? Girl you’re over a hundred degrees, HOT! -And they not. And if you was with me then we'd shop, - And i would Cop you all the finer things; ** Well in life; i heard they free, ** But I'll probably never know its true, until you come with me. Just come with me. And I can take you round the city. Ride with me, and I can save your heart from pity.   Forget about your ex-boyfriend for one night. And I guarantee you ill ...

Ever catch yourself questioning faith? Like "God, if you love me, why would you ever put me up in this place?" And I remember the times I used to be up in his face. But ,now,  it seem like we lost sight & touch like a man that got burnt from his hand to his face. Now, I read the word everyday but I rarely get to feeling it. And post pictures on Instagram ; of life and how you should deal wit it , but ... Im still straddling this fence between the world , and God. My heart is still filled with so much world-ly pride... And yes, I know that that's a deadly sin and i pray everyday: "God, keep me from the sinning" But walk into the world , A giant pool that we swim in.   Of drugs , and "love" . And alcohol to erase feelings - we hope to never mention... But they come up when we least expect it . We young kids , man we feel neglected, Man we need protection. And everything is only 99 percent. But what ab...

"Ups and downs" Wanna talk about roller coasters? Me and my team we got high. Then hit lows, Then touched the sky; And now who knows - where we lie? All I know is one thing I will never trade em for no-thing. All the years we put into  This memory making ma-chine; And, we got a lot. Mean we've been through it all. If one of us slips, all of us catching; Cause out motto is "we ain't letting you fall”. I'm saying... [Through the ups & the downs; I pray we never fall apart. I pray you'll stay around. Through the downs & Ups, I’ll always hold you down even when I'm up. And I'd expect it vice versa. I'm glad I have you as a friend. And this just a quick verse letting you know where I stand] -friendofafriend

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Well, it’s nice to meet you again. I’ve been waiting for you to arrive. I’ve notice you’ve been upset. Well, now you don’t have to cry. Whatever has been hurting you? I can make it subside. You know you have nothing to gain, Nothing to lose, nothing to fear, Feelings to hide Thank you for your choices. I’ll be sure to never leave your side. We’ll become quickly acquainted. My pawn, no need to try and hide Now, let me. Let me introduce myself. For i am your personal addiction; Name is "Van Gogh..." I am your own self-conviction. I bet you feel mighty stupid. Falling right into my lap; I am a master at manipulation. I am a king at setting traps. How does it feel, to straddle the fence of GOOD & BAD? To dance with the Devil? Cause he and i are quite similar. We watch you, with your own shovel; dig a grave you can't undo. Do you think you can fight me? And win? A useless battle that will be; ...

Ambitious girl, With your powerful & awe-inspiring work ethic Enough to make any nigga say "she's a boss" Literally; No I literally mean you’re a liberal being. Freely moving about in this world; Tryna get yours warm tho it’s cold outside. Ambitious girl; You have nowhere to hide. Because you have no fear; You always drive into your problems. First gear; That's why I want you to hear, this feeling of emotion from a fellow peer, Of the opposite gender but who cares that I'm tender. I have a heart. Ambitious girl; Be you. Be confident in what you aspire to be. Be truthful because you're inspiring to me. Someone like you is who I desire to be. "Strong Confident Mature. " Three words that describe you for sure; NO girl. You're no whore. Even if you make a ho decision. We all make mistakes and I know those words cut through you with the precision of surgical incisions. So don't w...