ELI

Out my way. I ain't going out my way... Out my way. I ain't going out my way... For you again. You played me and it's messed up. I thought that we had something. Nothing special, told me it was nothing special. But you was all wanting me, That was before I met you... And I went out of my way, Just to try and accept. To try to hear you out... Now I don't wanna hear your mouth. Cause it's all the same ol things... "I'm sorry, please forgive me" The same old sayings. "I'm sorry, is you still with me?"... Actually, I mean the answer's "no". And I hate calling girls ho's, But; You give me every reason to do just that. And you make me gag. Hell nah I don't want you back. You was with me but you loving him, that’s unreasonable. I gave you everything, I thought we was everything, but you played me like a throwback R...

A couple of my poems ain't make it I was going through. A couple of my poems ain't make it; They was all for you. But this one is special and I hope you read it. Finally realized that you're everything that I needed... Finally realizing what I had. Realizing what I'm missing. I see your new guy on snap, Ya’ll was kissing. And that really did something to me. It made me miss you. I ruined every chance that you gave me, I was tripping. Even my homies, they tell me the same thing. Plus my momma never met ya, only seen the pictures. She said "what happened to the girl? Why you ain't with her?" I killed my chances. And though I'm very remorseful. I know I may never get her back, It's just something that I gotta learn to accept.

"Dial Up." Girl ain't no way. Ima pass up on a moment like this. You look too good   tonight . Ima pull up, Ima give you what you miss. Ima give you what your boyfriend wouldn't. Ima treat how your boyfriend couldn't. Your complexion's amazing. Cocoa mocha brown skin; Girl I’m trying to taste ya. And you know I'm serious. You know I mean what I say. You know you know you want to. Don't leave, just stay. Ima pull up on you. I'm on my way. You make it so hard for me, To do things the Christian way. What's a wait? Why are we waiting? No debating, This temptation I cannot face it. You get naked... All summer long me and you been trading hearts up on Instagram. So we might as well make this official and quit playing - the games. Like we in high school baby but this ain't math class. This the type of love that make you wanna tell your friends and make them mad. But of course, the...

She made it so hard for me to love again.  Cause she played me good, and she cut me deep.  Saying She was gonna make it better.  Her words were clever,  I fell hard.  Silly me.  Silly me for believing she was completely different.  Silly me for believing she had it all together. And that she was perfect, and she was made for me.  Yeah, silly me.  She made me be; Standoffish, selfish - with my heart, I can't help it.  Who can I trust?  When people round you all want your name covered in dust, And will do anything in their power just to cover you up.  And it's a shame cause I thought we was real cool,  The same knuckleheads that used to kick it back in middle school... But I ain't tripping,  It's just another heart gone missing.