ELI

To the angel who seemed to enter my life from out of nowhere. Dear angel: I really hope you landed safe when you fell from heaven. It's not everyday Christmas comes early  for me; so you'll have to forgive me. For ill never know why God chose to bless me, with seeing you. Better yet ill never know why we never worked out. But, I hope this works out. I hope you hear this and realize its about you . I hope your boyfriend doesn't get the wrong impression and think I'm trying to steal you away when really I'm just trying to express how I feel . How I've felt for some years. Since 5th grade to be exact. I still question why God never brought us together. Maybe it was a test on how I could handle the weather, of seeing different girls , and staying focused on school work instead of on working you out. Truth is ; I'd rather had taken you out, instead if doing that math. The only math I envisioned was calculating the amount of com...

Lord, stimulate my mind. With your words, Help me hear, Set my sights on the visions, You have for my life, Make them clear. What is known? Is that i, Can not move without your say so. So, dear lord, I am waiting, for you to say"GO"... I will not stray. Lord, help me, I'm begging. Temptation, So Heavy. On my heart, And on my mind . I'm strained , Give me time. Four twenty . Seeing all these pictures of these smokers on twitter. Got me thinking " man , I just wanna have funtoo" But  then I think ,and I realize "this is me. my life."  But Gods will. It's in his hands. He gon do.What he want . It's in his plans.,  they are real.  And it's ... Perfect. So worth it . I ain't worthless. So I don't smoke - not no more , My mind get stimulated by them New Testament verses. -Gone !

(Check check) Cracked the window just to feel the breeze. Driving to the beach, This the season we've been waiting for. This the season we've been waiting for. Tired of all that crazy snow. Wanna fall into summer love, Wanna make some new memories to show. Memories to show. If our kids were to ask. 2013 was the best summer that we have ever had.   We fought a lot, And although some days were bummer, God knows our hearts - & We prayed for summer ... 🙏

New Poem.  …  just  a little something in celebration of poetry month… basically, this poem signifies the grind we all go through, our “Daily Grind” , the natural instinct for someone who doesn’t “have it all” is to GRIND UNTIL YOU DO… so these are my words: “I aint a charity case, Don’t need you to feel for me. I grind on my own, Exceed the challenges that life’s thrown. Everybody wanna feel for me, But they don’t grind with me, So they don’t know exactly; What’s inside of me. HUNGER. Im Starving like Marvin. My palms itching crazy, That means that money coming. Right? Where is it at? Where is it at? I look at my account , never see a stack. Always a hundred or under. This causes frustration. Make me wanna hit the trap. And risk going on that vacation. But I know my family waitin, And if they can do it patient. Then what is my excuse? Oh “i lack the same patience” Nah. I can’t quit it. Gotta stay committed. The grind changes everyday, Forget about...