ELI

»Dead perception! Dangerous Misconceptions, Of our hearts! We faced the world & Faced rejection! Tell me where to start, Man, where can I find perfection? I need protection, from myself! Feeling wreckless. »The worlds views in my eyes. & all the weight is on my shoulders. She's not worried about me, Man, I should just say that it is over! And leave her alone, But the memory is the strong.. Ahh! Man here I go, Take a hit of this bong! I feel.... «Sad & lonely. So sad & lonely. This single life. Aint working for me. »Love to salvage? But she ain saving nothing. Tried my best at it, We've talked but our hearts weren't saying nothing. This DISTANCE! This love lost! These glass hearts, On the floor they go. Broken.... Man, we are «Sad & lonely..

Now-a-days I want women who aren't mine. But a woman who would leave her man for me is hard to find. No matter what the issue is, I just want the issue stopped. But if I screw their issue up, She gon need a tissue box. -»Heart breaker, home wrecker. AKA a lonely poet who don't know better.« Caring brother ;  dependent son. I feel I've obtained everything GREAT, Except for LOVE. And I just keep thinking, About her heart. And  my conscious speaks, saying; "Don't start" But her man is old news, Tell him take a walk, In my cold shoes, I bet he'll be lost. He won't move; frozen spirit. -And I just start my day; Drinkin' frozen spirits. Hoping that what she does, Is make the right decision. But her heart's a pulley, He just tightens tension; To his side. -Her Teary eyes, But she holds it in. She isolated, Doesn't know many friends. Kendra, Ericka, Tesha, Keisha, & A...

Sometimes I ask myself  "why"? Are we living just to die? Why we even still alive? What exactly are Gods' plans? Cause this life gets pretty  hard, especially being I'm a man. Seen some scary things in my 19 years; lost a homie to the streets & a homie behind bars. And my father only JUST showed up, so I'm still covered in scars: like "why you wasn't never here, when I learned to drive my first car?" Or when I graduated, that's where I'd kill to see you face. Instead I'm alone; a boy in a mans' race. Grown man beard, but still stuck with a boy face. I don't have charm. Ladies: they barely see me, and the ones that do see me, see me for 2 reasons: Money & Looks; they use my money to make themselves look good. And I never really fought but if I have to; my hooks good. And when I record; bet money that my hooks good, its wonder that I aint signed. But I thank God and hope that soon, ill be walkin' on the moon. *Like;...

Before you say another man next up. Let me call a maid down; Cause  I MESSED UP. Gave you all you need. Even on them shopping sprees; I would throw you paper like"EXTRA, EXTRA!". & I know that you was tired. But you should know that I was trying. So if you really wanna leave, At least give me a moment of truth; cause I'm tired of all this lyin'. You remember when I met your moms? Sad cause you never met mine? Thought it was true love. I was feeling all the vibes. But you texted my phone saying: "We running out of time." Wishin' I would've tried more. You wanted the truth,Truthfully I wish I lied more. Cause when I was true, All I heard was "bye more". "Forget you" "who is that?" And "I don't know why more". We were picture perfect. And I tore it all apart. But what if I pick up all the pieces; Could we still be a collage? ...