ELI

Take me back to the 90’s - where we cared less, but loved more. here, we’re glorified for our past - where we went out and played Real Games, OUTSIDE. before the time flew by, before the new millennium crept in while we were sleeping; altering the basis of what tender, love, and care really was. We grew up with very little household rules. because we understood the consequences that would ensue had we not followed the ones that were already in place. society had rules. and still do, to this day. we grew up embellished in love - no matter the race, no matter straight, or gay. we grew up knowing, never to judge. TV actually taught us things. cartoons where we’d learn math, or English in the songs we sang. late nights risking it all because we were supposed to be in be, but “All That” came on and all that mattered was that we watch the latest episode. We didn’t have twitter. We didn’t have facebook, who was mark? Myspace wasn’t even ...

I can't get a solid sleep man.   I I I i I get shaky.   The more I think about all we've lost.   What if I'm next? What if it's my brother? My sister? My mother? The stress is deep like that.   I'm not even in the street, like that.   When cops get behind me I won't   even stop; Unless I'm in a well lit area, with plenty of witnesses, Even then man.   The stress is deep like that.   I can't get a solid sleep.   I've tried my hands at counting sheep. I even got so far as to tuck my buzzlightyear stuffed Animal in before me just so he can protect me, "infinitely, and beyond." I'm 23.   Yes, I'm 23. Yes, I have a buzz light year stuffed animal.   I also have woody. He's a stand up guy.   I never left them like Andy did, when I went to school I let them ride ... I - I have an emotional detachment disorder , I think.   Because I can't leave their side - and I can't connect with an actual human bein...

Death to anything that tries to cover up real beauty.  you are. I am. We are, all human. With flaws, aches, and ailments. Ain't nobody perfect. Except the one that made us, and made it all worth it. You're not worthless. Who You told you that, told you lies. They're not God, so how can they tell you how to live your life. You're not perfect. But you try. And that's all you can do. Because the one that is perfect, doesn't have to try, he's perfecting your life; Starting from inside. So don't cry. No, don't cry, dry your eyes. And don't listen to the people, Putting negativity inside your mind...