ELI

Everyone wants to say something. But when you around they never say anything. You start to realize the lies told every day, the true placement of their hearts ain't pointed your way. They could care less. The actions so fake you just want to take your fist and raise it and forget all sense of peace you was raised with. But that never occurs, yet their lies all blend and blur like an old man’s eyes or a young man when he's high. You just, sit and observe. You stay fit and you yearn for their acceptance and to finally mean something. You want the act to end; it's like a very bad movie. You watch them laugh WITH you in your face, then laugh AT you when you leave. And you don't know, at what point they switched. All you know - they're on some childishness. The rumors spread like germs. Everyone is slimy like worms, slithering snakes. Thoughts wondering "how'd it get to this?" How did they get so fake? the f...

I really dropped the ball with this one. There's no turning it around from this point... I see the guy all on your Facebook. And then I see how glad your face looks. I'm just happy that he makes you happy. While I'm upset I got my place took. I should've listened to the man, Drake. When it's good you can't demand great. All them text messages I sent to you. But if you're reading it’s too damn, late! I ain't want another one. I thought I was gonna have you. But I had another one. And you found out that I had two... And that's the worse and I'm sorry baby. That's the worse, I know I shouldn't have. That's worse I hope you can forgive me. I'm the worse boyfriend you ever had. It goes without saying it. Now I can't say that I'm nothing like these other guys. Cause i played you like a violin. I strung you along like your shoes untied.... (To be continued...