ELI

[talking::] Dear God, I'm prayin to you for somebody, who knows you Lord but just hasn't, hasn't been seein you in the right view lately, hear me out ... Father, I'm prayin for a friend, he & I are pretty close, and out of all my friends I'm concerned with him the most. He say he read your word daily; but he ain really learnin. He been in church but say he ain moved by any sermon. His face weak, he hasn't prayed in a week, he wake up, bake up and take to the streets. Lord you gotta help my man, I'm prayin for him daily, he keep sinnin and he wants to change I can see in him. He says he's feelin trapped. Can't even head up to mall cause that's where girls are half naked at, and he'd be tempted to lust & fall. He sleeps with the TV off, videos make him feel he ain really worth nothin without girls, chains, & shiny wheels. The other day he told me he felt less like a man cause he got a godly fam but he's the only one strug...

Leave me alone. Leave me be. I told you I wasn't playing. Guess you couldn't see. This anger builds:: inside of me. This pain releases & fills so deep. Leave me alone. To drown my sorrows in Dope & XO. GONE - until tomorrow. And maybe thereafter. And maybe after that. Leave me alone. Leave me be. I feel like I'm about to snap. Leave me alone. EVERYBODY! Leave me alone. I'm nobody. Nobody except to this XO. Nobody said it'd be this hard - to let go! Nobody said not having a father would take its toll. Nobody told me. That's why I didn't know. Leave me alone. We'll talk later. Leave me be. I hate haters. Leave me alone. That's how I'd rather be. Leave me alone. - by myself- Just me & me ... ...