ELI

Pictures of you in my mind so vivid Like  *I'm sitting on the dock of the bay Watching the  sunrise *, Thanking God for his  son's rise. I pause and stare at the blue sky, Just thinking; Last years' memories still vivid in my mind; Why won't you rescue me? From this sea of loneliness; Swear it was reality when we kissed; (It was a dream though). Your current guy doesn’t have you pleased. Last years' memories got me thinking you're all I need. And you ARE all I need. And as you ponder & read - THIS. Know that every day passed adds to  last years' memories  that I so dearly  miss .

Money isn't the motive. Dreams are more golden. Success is at my fingertips.  I can feel it getting closer. And they can see me growing. As an artist as a poet; my words are so affluent w/ pain & love.  - I know it. I try to show it; all sides. And I try to keep it true. Never tell lies. "The plan was; to drink until the pains' over.  But what's worse; the pain or the hangover? " All these feelings building up I feel my world is soon over. Cause I can't get to you... So simple a plan; to want to do what I can; to be your man and you want it, but you have one. You want to leave HIM but you won't. Cause you can't? Formation of a plan; so simple as it is rugged so simple - my plan;  FOR YOU TO LOVE ME ~ The Scheme

Baby tell me what to wish for if you’re my everything . It’s 11:11 & I'm sitting at the window pane. Tell me; what should I wish for? If I have it all, I don't need anymore. You’re the only one I’ll call. I’ll take you and whatever else God gives me. I prayed hard to get a girl like you and I'm so glad you stuck with me. Doing so many shows, Out on the open roads; Lotta model women; Tempted to touch but I never fold. Cause baby girl you worth like more than a pot of gold. And I just wanna call you my baby until we are growing old. Its 11:11 & I'm dreaming still. Wish I was awake; This a feeling that I'd want to be real; Girl just thinking about your body give me all kinds of chills; -- Just seen a star shoot across the sky, Right before my eyes, So I took a deep breathe. Then all at one time I just said: ... "Do you love me? Or Do you not?            You told me once but ...

Visions of home The streets I've roamed; it’s been a while. Raised me like the father I never had; I'm still your child. And though I've grown in ways that you never known; I ventured into the world; all on my own. I'm doing this for my FAM I hate to leave em all alone. See things they would never believe I write em' down in these poems. And put em' out and hope that people reading em' too. Heard they saying things about me; I hope it aint true. Man look at what I came from; check my point of view; single mother, working hard, just to keep clothes new. How you hating on me? I wanted it more than you! I ran through them spots and played the same games too. And just because I was the coolest I fought them bully niggas too. And came back for them niggas; I ain lying; promise it’s true. Yet they quoted my words because I rapped for them niggas too. They see I started out with nothing but my passion then I blew up, to the sky, to the top; such a spectacular...