ELI

It’s like my sun won't shine It’s like: my ride doesn’t roll. It’s like my right turn left It’s like: my heart done froze. It’s like: the only ONE girl I loved; Doesn't even know. I wish that I could turn back around. But life doesn't have a rewind. The only way to fix it; Its take myself back in time. Cause if it was up to me Yesterday would be today. Instead of fighting we'd make love: From night until day. If I could just hold you Just for ONE night. I just wanna get to know you With you I'd share my life. Go half on a child, Late nights drive you wild. No more club hopping, Cause you're more than my second option.

I was 13 a DE youngin wit ambition. Young but I envisioned lovin wit grown women. Live my life wit no regrets. I try to show respect but they don't give it, I guess they don't understand when it; might take me a lifetime to get on track. It might take you a lifetime to know the facts. Just cause we different don't mean we distant. And you hate on my music yet you wanna hop on tracks? Yeah, they say its mind over matter. But why am I here? Do I really matter? Some people really gettin served silver platters. And other people are bound to see disaster. All alone sleepin in my bedroom, As I wet the sheets. Auntie gon be dead soon ; cause cancer beat her, but it don't realize; she important to this family like a treasured heirloom. Yeah and I still found my way out. God spoke to me; music played out. Momma livin well; takin days out. She said "boy that hard work gon pay off" Dream of gettin signed instead of doin time. And my c...

*Kendrick Lamar Flow* This what she said to me: "Where are we going? Why are we slowing down? Where are you going? We should be growing now" Where are we going? I rather her not see my abrasive side. Cause then I'd have to see the tears she’s been tryna hide. Tears in her eyes; I'd rather not watch as something so pretty cries. She says I rub her the wrong way. Now we are changing sides. Ask her yourself; you needed proof? Or ask her for a lie; like you can't handle the truth. I see butterflies & angels where we standing, Its man’s picture, but a woman's body creates the perfect canvas, and the picture is me kissing on her body, touchin ever inch. Soft lips, she moans & groans and doesn't wanna stop this. Get the picture? We grow apart, just to get closer. And in my mind; we're spending time. Tell me when can I; get to know ya. Where are we headed? Hopefully to a place we can call home. ...

Strolling down memory lane,   Where the colors are slowly fading;   Remembering all I can.   As if tomorrow my life will end;       Strolling down memory lane,   Is a test of time & mind?   No pictures because they're all damaged.   Irene ruined mine.       Strolling down memory lane,   Is not lacking too much color;   Just the simple fact,   Tryna remember is a bummer.       Strolling down memory lane,   Pressing through every storm;   Hanging onto God's every word.   I know I will not get harmed.       Memories I've created in my mind.   All of the pressing & good times I had;   Like a dream, a look in the mirror;   Reflection of the past.       My memories are forever a part of m...