"Away from the comfort zone"

Going away from the comfort zone of home;

I roamed, the world, restlessly / relentlessly wanting a change, and now that it's come, I want things to remain;

The same.

Grown accustomed to being here in this city.

Stuck in this same place since birth,

Its gon hurt when I leave it;

Like a gash from the glass when I was so stupid and stepped on the fucking table.

Foolish.

But that was life as a kid.

"You gotta live, love, & learn."

Playing with fire, bet you gonna get burned.

Or playing with glass better know you gonna get cut.

Crazy, my brain still got the wounds no matter how much I try to patch that shit up.

Leaving home.

Far from the streets that I've roamed.

To a place where don't anybody know me.

I'm all by my lonely.

16 hours away; missing family like cray.

But I know deep down, really I can't stay.

I gotta go.

I signed the line.

I was hype for a moment,

Now I'm nervous like the first time.

They tell you many stories,

But ain't none gon compare.

Guess I'll see for myself when I get there...

ELI