"Truly Yours" [A Valentines poem for my crush]

[I wish I could say all I have to say;

To you off paper

But I can never get the time of day;

Because your schedule's a hater]

Truly yours:

I say in this poem what I keep inside because I'm afraid to say outside the home.

Could've spoken at the movies, but nah, I was afraid to;

maybe if you were alone.

But see you was with your friend ,

and I was chilling with my crew.

Guess we could've went up top, could've been us 2.

But nah.

You aren't single anyway,

Who am I kidding?

Bet that STORM roll in and I start running like a kitten;

Cause I ain't even the type to confront a guy over chick, but –

 you're the type of chick that deserves better than what you get.

Truly yours:

My hands shake.

Sweat makes a puddle.

Im nervous like the first day of preK

•••

Girl you keep it classy but you got your night side.

Really I just wanna wake up with you on my right side,

Or the left - whatever side you choosin'.

Truly yours,

Yours truly,

However I shall greet you.

But I'm guessing I should.

Because no other guy can treat you baby like you know that I could.

And like you know that I would.

These freaking thoughts are crazy;

You in my dreams and you're my lady.

•••

Wonder why my dreams don't come true.

I talked to God but he still hasn't sent me a girl like you.

Since fifth grade I was wishing there was more I could do,

Besides wait...

I guess not.