Complexity of my Mind [chopped]

Late night,

I feel fine.

Just me & my content mind

Light up.

Pour out.

Candles lit.

Cup of wine

Just sipping slowly

Wasting time

In my phone; writing poems

Dreaming about this girl I know.

She turned in to the girl I've known.

Crazy how; things change.

Even crazier; how people do

And it’s crazy what the world is like,

Even crazier; what you thought you knew.

So I'm in my room, just playing Drake.

Take Care just to set the mood.

Got bottles popped.

Cause when I'm "ON" chances are my mind is OFF of you.

The liquor was so strong.

I thought I was over you.

«But I was wrong. »

Wishful thinking I guess.

Got me into this mess

I am so stressed.

I could use an L.

I get high to get by.

Cause I be like; so low.

And I be like; I don't need you,

I’ll just ride;

SOLO.

Restless nights for me

Results from deep thoughts

Rolling in like storm clouds

But we still take long walks,

Strollin' the park

Or long drives,

For a Thousand miles

Going nowhere

For days we could see,

Things more clear,

Then when we were younger

As we're growing old,

We hunger for more.

Tryna get rich,

Spent too long being poor

Waited for doors; to open up

And it happened:

Mama told me reach for the stars so ima grab em’...