"Liquored Down Thoughts (2)"

Digging a grave;

His own grave;

Taking secrets to it;

Afraid to open up;

Mouth full of pride;

He hides,

He lies,

Under the truth;

Jeans soaked in Gin.

White tee soaked in juice.

The proof;

One hundred & ninety;

Thinking,

About life when he's ninety.

Will he live that long?

Drinking,

Drowning,

All of his sorrow;

Put his heart into his poems,

Put his mind into his songs,

The lonely loner,

Sometimes stoner;

Regrets & Mistakes on his conscious,

Wish that he could get over;

Things;

But it's never as easy as people make it out to be.

He's never as easy-to-figure out as people make him out to be.

Complexity;

The world just seems a little too complex,

You see.

What is sleep when you're grinding everyday & Tryna stay alive?

Clearing my mind...

Classic;

4:16 a.m. And I'm wide awake.

Listening to the house finally get her speech in.

Facets leaking, walls shifting, foundation settling;

It never fails.

Could it be; that I'm the only one willing to listen?

The only one willing to lay awake in the night and let her speak;

No words.

Just open ears, to the sounds that emit from her mouth.

Just want to sleep.

Plugging my ears, covering my head;

Every tactic in the book I've tried.

I can't escape the sounds of loneliness.

Need to love someone, so much I damn near cried.

Can't anymore;

God knows after you left,

I cried every night.

Borrowed tears,

I'm in debt.

But no regrets;

Did you forget?

Hope not,

I will never forfeit.

Give up, Tryna know you.

Cause I, just wanna love you.

Cause I, just wanna hug you.

You got a man though,

Okay I understand.

The prettiest girl in the world, I couldn't have been the ONLY fan.

But I just ask you, if it doesn’t work out, give me a chance;

I will, love you forever,

Signed,

Somebody Clever,

Signed,

Who better?