"Wish I Could..."

 "Wish I Could..."

LATELY IM SMOKING MORE

            [Sorry mom, I, I had to do it.]

LATELY IM SMOKING MORE

BUT IM STILL FOCUSED MORE.

I LIVE TODAY BECAUSE TOMORROW  

I NEVER KNOW FOR SURE.

YOU WHO I WROTE THIS FOR  

YO LOVIN IS SO PURE  

O CRACK COCAINE , O YEA, IT’S DOPE FO SURE.

I PRAY FO THIS, I PRAY FO THIS.

THESE FEELINGS I JUST HOPE THEY NEVER GO AWAY FO THIS.

IM MADE FO THIS,

THESE HATERS ARE JUST HOLES IN THE ROAD THAT THE LEGENDS PAVED FO THIS.

IM TRYNA PUT ON FOR MY TOWN, AND THEY JUST TRYNA SHOOT MY DREAMS STRAIGHT DOWN.

YOU WOMEN NEED TO SMILE MORE THAN YOU FROWN.

AND HAVE RESPECT FOR YOURSELF INSTEAD OF MESSIN’ AROUND.

AND PLEASE CHECK FO SOMETHIN' MORE THAN STILETTOS,

AND LIL WOMEN MAKE THESE YOUNG BOYS RESPECT YOU.

**IF I WAS YA FATHER, ID NEVER NEGLECT YOU.

ID HOLD YOU TIGHT AND VOW TO FOREVER PROTECT YOU.

BECAUSE YOU'D BE SOMETHING SPECIAL & I'D BE HAPPY I MET YOU. **

BUT THESE BOYS AROUND DONT WANNA KNOW YOU, THEY JUST WANNA SEX YOU.

AFTER, YOU WANNA CUDDLE, THEY DONT WANNA, THEY JUST LEAVE.

THEY MAKE THAT "PROMISE" FOR NIGHT JUST TO GET WHAT THEY NEED.

AND IM HONEST, LIL DARLING IF YOU WAS MY SEED**

BOND GROWIN STRONGER, WITH THE YOUNGINS THAT LOOK UP TO ME. IT’S MORE IMPORTANT NOW THAN EVER THAT THEY BOND WITH ME.

LUCKILY I HAVE ANGELS SPEAKIN TO GOD LIKE "WHAT UP?" FOR ME

MY HEART BEAT FOR THEM PEOPLE WHO HAVE SUPPORT FOR ME.

LEFT OLD FEELINGS IN THE PAST, YOU CANT GET UP WITH IT.

IF YOU WANNA, I GUESS YOU PAYIN; UNRELUCTANTLY.

CAUSE THAT WAS MEANT TO BE OVER YEARS AGO AND NOW IM HARDLY SOBER TRYNA REMEMBER WHERE’D IT ALL GO.  

WISH I COULD...